HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Its 2006.
yeah.
Last night there were like nalf-naked people roaming the streets screaming HAPPY NEW YEAR!! last night.
I couldnt even sleep a wink.
Pissed me off, those idoitic squirts.

School's in the house.
well, I dunno if that is a bad or good thing....
oh wells.

I like this song.
i have been addicted to korean singers recently.
this girl is called 'star' if im not wrong.
fanweiqi sang the chinese version.

Feeling good today cos i did abit of shopping.
Shopping cheers everyone up. XP
Anyways, I and char went to san's house first, then we ALMOST completed that freaking car.
Char brought it home to complete it and i feel guilty, i didnt do much you see, just giving them moral support.
lol.
Well at least ours is not like two toilet rolls stuck together and falling down when giving it just a little tug.
well...san and char knows what im talking about.

And then after we settled that car and everything, san's dad drove us to j8.
The silence in the car was suffocating me.
But at least i didnt need to think of any "intelligent" answers to reply san's dad's "inteligent" questions.
The furtherest we went was "yeah...we are watching a movie later."

Then when we went to j8, everything was pretty much the same.
And ,boohoo, no post-christmas sale.
What a disappointment.
lol.
Anyways I bought my new WATERPROOF school bag and all the other crap like stationery and stuff.
I actually wanted to buy a pair earings but dear old char snatched them before my nose.
What a darling char is right?
lol

And of course, the new JAYCHOU album.
Alright, everyone, stop rolling your eyes.
You just have to admit that his songs are good.
They sweep you off your feet.

Then we went to take neoprint.
Char was laughing so uncontrollably that I started laughing too.
Goodness knows what happen to that girl.
lol.The noes came out pretty well though.

And then that movie.
Forgot the title,.
But it was pretty interesting really.
Enjoyed it loads.
The cinema was like freezing cold sia.
Regretted not bringing my jacket.

Well today went along quite well actually.
And I have to complete that darn "The Good Earth" book asap.
fcuk.

just heard eminem's new song on 98.7.
Called "when i'm gone".
Its really touching really.
Or was it just the rain?

anyways..here are the lyrics..enjoy!

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When I'm Gone-Eminem

Yeah... It's my life... Lone words I guess...

Have you ever loved someone so much you give an arm for
Not the expression, NO, literally give an arm for
When they know they are your heart and you know you are their armor
And you will destroy anyone who will try to harm her
But what happens when karma turns right around and bites you ?
And everything you stand for, turns on you despite you ?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain
"Daddy look what I made"
Dad's got to go catch a plane
"Daddy, where's Mommy, I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know, go play, Hailey baby, your daddy's busy Daddy's writing a song, the song ain't gonna write itself
I give you one under dog and you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother... whose a spittin image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocker by baby

And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...

I keep having this dream,
I'm pushing Hailie on the swings
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing.
You're making mummy cry.
Why ? Why is mummy crying?
Baby, daddy ain't leaving no more
Daddy you're lying. You always say that,
You always say this is the last time, But you ain't leaving no more,
Daddy you are mine. She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it Daddy please, daddy don't leave, daddy, no stop it.
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket.
It's got a picture, It'll keep you safe daddy, take it with you I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These sinking walls must be talking, Cause man I can hear em.
They're saying : "You have got one more chance to do right, and it's tonight Now go out there and show that you love them before it's too late."
And just as I go to walk out my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone and this spotlight is on And I'm singing...

And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...
...And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...

Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they are throwing roses at my feet.
I take a bow and Thank You all for coming out
They' screamin is so loud, I take one last look at the crowd.
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing "Daddy it's me, HELP mummy her wrists are bleeding!"
But baby WE'RE IN SWEEDEN, how did you get to Sweeden ?
I followed you daddy, you told me that you weren't leaving. You lied to me dad, and now you make mummy sad
And I bought you this coin, it says "Number One Dad".
That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin I get the point... fine, me and mummy are going.
But baby wait...
- It's too late dad, you made the choice Now go up there and show them that you love them more than us.
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep screaming your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep... Just take another pill...
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it... Yeah, Word, Keep it real.
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see How could it be,
That the curtain is closing on me.
I turn around, find a gun on the ground Cock it, Put it to my brain and scream "Die Shady!" and PUMP IT.
The sky darkens, My life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes.
That's when I wake up, Alarm clock screamin and there's birds singing
It's spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk up to Kim and kiss her.
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister.
Almost as if to say...

And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...
...And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...
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Sad isnt it? people should reallycome up with more happier songs.

I dont understand.
Everytime you just come "home", have your meal then rush out again, claiming to have to meet a customer.
You work 24/7, arent you tired?
You come here, bathe and sleep, then get up early for another day.
Sometimes we dont even talk, or should i say, I try to make a conversation and shoo me away like a fly which doesnt deserve to be in this world?
What do you think this apartment is? A HOTEL????
After you get your pay then you dump a crumpled 50 dollar note to me.
NOW, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?
ALL THOSE LONELY NIGHTS WHEN I PRAYED THAT YOU COULD BE BY MY SIDE YOU ARE NOT FUCKING THERE.
AND NOW YOU THRUST ME A 50 DOLLAR NOTE AND EXPECT ME TO FORGET EVERYTHING?
I HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU.
I DUN WANT YOUR BLOODY MONEY.
GO AWAY

-shattered,broken,lost-

hohoho.
merry xmas everyone.
i prepared no presents.
BUT
im prepared to receive presents.
lol.
lamo me.

great.Fantastic.FABULOUS.
i have like *frowns* a FEW more homework to complete.
i didnt know being a procastinator could be THAT difficult.
sigh.

yaya..i changed skin AGAIN.
lol.
as i was doing this skin i was thinking about jap class.
should i quit?
or not?
i talked to char on the phone she told me that she was so tempted to quit.
After all we have a more important exam in sec two.
But, hey, i gave up netball for jap you know?
i feel stupid giving it up like that.
I asked dad for advice and guess what he said.
"toss a coin girl"
and guess wad i did.
*arbish*

Sancia is in the hospital.
Unbelievable right?
Just yesterday we were on the phone crapping about goodness-know-what.
And today she fall down the stairs and...tada...she got herself a place in the hospital.
I called her and expected her to be groaning and complaining to me, but instead, she was telling me about how interesting the doctors in the hospital were ,that she saw Ken Lim, about the nurses and thier irritating announcements over the PA system, about how everyone mispronounced her name and that how interesting the TV shows there was.
I swear she sounded more glad than upset to be lying at a hospital bed.

Its official!!! 2p!!! here i come.
lol. I realise that i dun really update anymore.
maybe I should just delete this whole thing.

i am happy today. =D

i went to learn how to knit with Charissa at AMK today. Though i was struggling at first, but i got used to it after a while.
After the lesson, we went to eat at Mos Burger. we crapped.
then we didnt feel like going home, so we went to the pasar malam nearby. we actually wanted to buy 3 identical rings for san, char and me. But char's finger was so big, so we didnt buy after all. There was a machine with alot of tiys inside and we have to drop a dollar coin inside and make make the big 'hand' grb a toy inside. u know, like those in the arcarde.and we spent 8 freaking bucks on that and didnt get anything. one guy got 2 for his girlfriend. i think he spent about 30 bucks. oh wells.

Its offical. im going to 2pee next year. char is in the same class but not san. awwww. but anyways i am sure we will still be best of friends. YEAH!